Depressed

There are some girls in the world who basically eat every single food they see. Who are constantly munching of sugary food, who barely even consume plain water daily , who practically live on soft drinks and junk food , who can barely run even 2km and yet they're the ones who have the perfect body. Complete with the tight gap , porportional boob and butt size, flawless skin and hey did mention , they're the ones who have impeccable style ?
I mean, okay its shallow for me to compare myself to these girls but come on, like it or not we ALL judge people on how they look like. I have been surrounded by beautiful girls during my 5 years of being in an all girls school and I have adequent experience to know that pretty girls will always be treated better. They will always have an easier life. Boys will try so hard to get their attention and girls try hard to be their bestfriend. Yea, I do get jealous. I 'm average , I gain weight easily , I have to make an effort to look a little prettier than on normal days , and right now I am so depressed after stalking a girl who is so effortlessly beautiful. kbye