"Dont worry, your time will come ". Ive been single for more than a year now and Ive heard this sentence so many times that if I burnt calories every time i hear it, Id be stick thin by now. The thing is, im actually fine being single. I love it at times. I love how free i am that i can just do whatever the hell i want without having to take care of someone's heart. But most of the times when everyone else is busy with their boyfriends, Ill feel like the biggest loser ever.I feel neglected sometimes. Like how come Im not worthy of that kind of happiness? Maybe thats why Im so pressured to be in a relationship. Maybe thats why every little hint my crush gives me makes me feel like a silly little school girl. I have tonnes and tonnes of friends everywhere. But nowadays whenever i look around, most of them are in serious relationships. And me? Im just a girl crushing on a guy from a far. I know im not the one who feels like this. I know my time WILL eventually come. I know maybe im just too darn choosy but with what Ive gone through, i have to be choosy. Im forced to. I cant lower my standards, I cant risk another heartbreak. Its just too painful.
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