you fool.

I made a fool out myself last night. I did something i thought id never do.A part of me wanted to just throw away my phone and just go to maxis and change my number. But theres another part, a bigger part of me was so glad i did it. It showed how much of a lioness i am. How I would do whatever i want, despite what others tell me to.  Ive always given advice to people to just do what they want. Dont this twice. And for once, i took my own advice and yeah, it didnt go as well as i wanted it to. But hey,id rather regret doing things i did than regret doing things i DIDNT do. To cling to something because it's safe is to risk your own happiness.
Every single thing in this world happens for a reason. He probably is just not the one for me. Ill probably just have to wait another 2 3 years to meet my guy. I dont know. No one does. But in this beautiful month, im wishing, hoping and praying that it'll come soon.