Have u ever met someone for the first time but felt an instant connection with that person? I have a couple of times. Somehow i find myself having numerous awkward eye contact with that person and the next thing i realize is that might be the last time im ever going to see him. That happened to me today. I saw someone for the first time and felt like i really need to know him better. It was just something about him. I cant seem to put my finger on what is it. Could it be his height? Or maybe it was the fact that he plays the guitar. Or maybe it was that 2 seconds when our eyes met.
Its been awhile since ive had this kind of feeling. Ive had crushes since my last relationship but this is definitely not just a crush. I know. I can feel it. Maybe its just me. Maybe im just "syok sendiri" but i just have an urge to find out what is it with him that makes me so attracted to him.
I find myself attracted to tall guys easily. Something about a guy's height make me feel protected and secured. Its not that i cant protect myself but it always feels good to know someone is able to protect u. I like to be able to put my head on his chest when we're waiting in line for something. I like having to look up whenever i talk to him. I like to be teased about my height just cause he's extremely tall. I like that.
Music has played a crucial part of my life. Something about a guy who plays a music instrument really gives him a plus point. Ive always had a fantasy of playing a duet with him. Getting him to teach me how to play his music instrument. It really adds the wow factor in a guy.
I have yet to find someone. Like i mentioned, i have connections with people but thats just it. No further bond. I know my guy is out there. Maybe god feels its not the right time for me to meet him yet. Maybe god wants to show me what i can accomplish on my own. Nevertheless, I believe in God's power and i believe in fate. InsyaAllah, he will find me soon. amin.=)
ps/ Theres something wrong with my background. Will fix it as soon as possible so that my blog wont look so dull. Thanks for reading lovely readers!
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